Er'body in the Apartment gettin' Tipsy!!!

5:38 pm
Sitting here with the music blastin in my ears. I will get us all evicted if I unplug my headphones. Hahahaha *evil laugh* Do I dare? Nahh!
So the point of all of this is.....I'm home by myself!!!!!!!!
Yaaahahhhhhhhh PARTY!!!!! LOL. No not really. But we'll see what happens later on tonight. I know of two people from work who are coming down for a beer after work. Mind now, that's going to be some time around 1ish. And right now, I'm in the middle of cleaning up the apartment. It took me all bloddy day to do my laundry, but now thats all done and thrown on top of Sheldon's bed. I'm kinda in between cleaning up the living room and sweeping at the same time. My back is really hurting right now, so I'm taking breaks in between everything.
I don't have a phone here, so I have to run over to Irving soon and make a phone call or two, see what I can get on the go for tonight!!! ;-)
Oh yes, and the title for this entry was uttered by me last night, when Les and I were outside, sitting down havin a beer. It was really funny. Ya had to be there I guess. :-)

Poetic Pains Wrote On 5:37 PM
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More Lyrics to sooth my soul

FEEL LIKE MAKING LOVE by Bad Company

Baby, when I think about you
I think about love
Darlin', don't live without you
And your love
If I had those golden dreams
Of my yesterdays
I would wrap you in the heaven
'till I'm dyin' on the way

Feel like makin'
Feel like makin' love
Feel like makin' love to you

Baby, if I think about you
I think about love
Darlin' if I live without you
I live without love
If I had the sun and moon
I would give you both night and day
Of satisfyn'

Feel like makin'
Feel like makin'love
Feel like makin love to you

And if I had those golden dreams
Of my yesterdays
I would wrap you in the heaven
'til I'm dyin' on the way

Feel like makin' love
Feel like makin' love
(repeat many times)
Feel like makin' love to you

Poetic Pains Wrote On 3:06 AM
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COME ON FRIDAY!

Man I'm so nervous about work today. I had a very restless night last night. Nightmare after nightmare. I did have a lot of junk before I went to bed. I should know better. That combined with my first day out on the floor today, didn't make for a good nights' sleep. I kept screaming in my sleep and waking people. Sheldon got me a glass of water, God love him. I was up at 3:00 this morning eating more pizza. Hahahahaha.
Last night when Mike brought Lesley to work, Sheldon and I were here filling up condoms with water to through at Mike when he came home. We didn't get him wet and he ran away. It was funny tho.
Fuck! It's 1:43 pm already. I have to get in the shower and start getting ready for work. I don't want to. I wanna sit here, listen to music, and talk to myself with this blog thing all day. LOL.
I can't wait to see how I feel about this job on Friday. I know I'll feel a hell of a lot more comfortable. I just wish I could skip the nervousness part. Blah.
I woke up at 11:08 this morning, and found that Sheldon was gone. I think I remember him asking me did I want to get up now. I have no idea what i said. But I woke up at 11:08 and found that he was gone to work. :-( So I got up, piddled around, and went back to sleep until 12:30. I was dreaming about being on the phones at work. Hahahaha. I hate using my dream time on work. I've been dreaming about work almost everynight since I started working there.
Oh well, no more stalling i gotta go now and get ready. Wish me luck kids.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 1:20 PM
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Everyday I Write the Book lyrics

Don't tell me you don't know what love is

When you're old enough to know better

When you find strange hands in your sweater

When your dreamboat turns out to be a footnote
I'm a man with a mission on two or three editions.

And I'm giving you a longing look
Everyday
everyday
everyday
everyday I write the book.
Chapter One: We didn't really get along.
Chapter Two: I think I fell in love with you.
You said you'd stand by me in the middle of Chapter Three

But you were up to your old tricks in Chapters Four
Five and Six.
And I'm giving you a longing look . ..
The way you walk
the way you talk and try to kiss me
And laugh in four or five paragraphs.
All your compliments and your cutting remarks
Are captured here in my quotation marks.

And I'm giving you a longing look . . .
Everyday I write the book.
Don't tell me you don't know the difference
Between a lover and a fighter.
With my pen and my electric typewriter
Even in a perfect world where everyone was equal
I'd still own the film rights and be working on the sequel.

And I'm giving you a longing look . . .
Everyday
everyday
everyday I write the book.
Everyday
everyday
everyday
everyday I write the book. . . .

Poetic Pains Wrote On 1:03 PM
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Cinderelly, Cinderelly!

Well, here it is, 4:48 am, and i'm still not done all of my chores. I still have dusting to do and clean the bathroom. Oh yes and I still have my socks to put away. I'm too tired and too drunk to do either of them right now. I started in on everything 11ish. I was so exausted by the time I stopped, that I am drunk on TWO beer. Yeah I know, I can't believe it either. I can't stop hitting the damn backspace button. LOL. I can't type for shit at the moment. Hahahahha
Man, I'm gonna be so sore by the time I wake up. But the majority of what I had to get done, is done.
Ha so I was out doors, sitting in a chair, drinking beers, havin a smoke, and watchin the sun come up. It was really nice. Very peaceful. The birds were already out singing at 10 to 4. What a state of taxi cabs went up and down the street. I wish I had a dollar for everyone that I seen. I'd have a nice chunk of change let me tell ya.
My stomach is so blowed up right now. I've been drinking since Thursday night. What else do I expect. LOL. Man those beers I had tonight went down some easy. Like Lesley said last night, when we were out to Breakers, it's just like water in a brown bottle. Tee hee.
We had such a good time last night, (Friday night actually). I'm still riding on Saturday time. Hahaha.
Man my face is so hot right now. I'm still waiting for my hair to dry a little more before I go to sleep. Fuck I'm tired.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 4:47 AM
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Mmmmmmmmmmm RICE!

Just sitting here now eating some rice. Its 9:12 pm. I still haven't started any laundry but i've been tidying up a little bit as i go. Although, everytime I through something out, I end up add more to the pile. :-) Oh well. I've got all night. A buddy of mine from my training class at was just here to pick up some notes that I copied for him. I was telling him about the pop tart I left in the toaster from last night. We had a good laugh at it. You had to be there I guess. :-) Ah well, last night was fun while it lasted. Everything closes to early in the town. At 3:00 I'm still ready for more.
Man I'm full. I'd better not eat anymore, I'll be sick. I'm going to put beer on top of it later and I don't want it coming back up. Yuck.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 9:11 PM
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Les and Mike's Little Princess

Hi folks. I'm feeling much better today. I felt like I was going to litteraly die with loneliness last night, but I made it. Les and I have been making preparations for tomorrows' celebration. I've got a few things done that I had to get done today, but there's still much more to do. There's a lot of cleaning and tidying up to do, and I have a shit load of laundry to do. I'm just taking a break now from blowing up balloons and making chains. Les is doing most of the work. I offered to do the sparkly glue thing and give her a break from it, but she said no, so I'm taking a break. Hahahaha. Woudln't know if i've been worked to death today or something. LOL. I'm thinking of ordering some chinse food later. I'm craving for rice. And good rice, not the crap that I attempt to make all the time. Blah. Man I keep spacing out all day. It's awesome.
My thighs are so sore today. They shouldn't be. I came HOME BY MYSELF last night. :-( Well Les was with me, but u know what I mean. Well I gotta go to future shop now and pay some money.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 7:23 PM
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Still sighing

hi kids i'm back. its 5:12 AM. i thought going to sleep wluld be eaiser this weekend. but its not at all. man i'm so tired. can't believe that i'm sitting here all by myself. can't believe it.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 5:09 AM
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*Sigh*

Oh my!
Here I am again. I"m a little wasted. I'm just waiting for my mr noodles to cook. BRB i'll check on them now.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 4:02 AM
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Sleepless

Sweet Christ! Someone knock me out for a couple of hours would ya? I'm so fluckin tired! I can't sleep anymore. It's worse then usuall and that's bad. I didn't fall asleep until almost 3 again this morning, then I woke up at 5:30 wide awake! What the hell? And I didn't get back to sleep until almost 8 this morning. Then I was up again at 11:00 because I was supposed to go downtown for something today b4 work, but I can't go today, I've got too much shit to do here first. So it looks like it's going to have to be done tomorrow. Fuck sakes! My back is some stiff when I wake up too. All I do is toss and turn and think and play the "what if" game in my head. Damn it. Then I think of things that happend a short while ago, wheather it was things that was said and done, or not done, in my case, and I drive myself crazy by coming up with things I should have done or said and wonder how my situation would be now if I had done or said that. Then I shove that out of my mind before I go totally insane, and that's when I'm left with nothing. Just blank. That's when I should fall asleep, but do I? No, of course not. Too gawd damned stubbron for that. I wait and wait and wait, for what I don't know. And I just about cracked up yesterday. Holy fuck. I don't know what the hell got into me. I think it's because I'm keeping too much bottled up. I'm not usually one to do that. I don't think I am anyway. I haven't got time to get to my point here, i have to go do my homework, eat and get ready for work.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 12:55 PM
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Crash into me!

I can't write my own poem right now, so this will have to do! Some of the lyrics have been changed to fit.

You've got your ball
you've got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into my heart you'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you

You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In my dreams
In my dreams

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In my dreams
In my dreams

If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I'm holding you so
close to me

Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up my skirt a little more
and show the world to you
Hike up my skirt a little more
and show my world to you
In my dreams.. In my dreams

Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 1:06 PM
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No title tonight folks

Sweet words of melody take me away
Like a warm wind on a Summer's day

The feeling of breath upon my skin
Make me melt inside
Strong arms around my body
And I am safe

Endless nights of watching
Never reaching out
Endless moments of loneliness
Swimming pools of emotion locked inside

My dreams are too big to grasp
My wishes and hopes let me down so fast

I walk this world in a daze
Pictures of sunny afternoon day dreams of love
Laughter and conversation shared between two strangers
A touch and caress between two friends
Kisses from not yet lovers

This is where I want to be!
But I'm not
So I sink into the sweet words of melody
And let it take me away.


June 10th 1:30 AM

Poetic Pains Wrote On 2:32 PM
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Catch

I was listening to the song "Catch" by 'The Cure' a little while ago, and I dropped their cd case on the floor. How funny is that? Listening to the song Catch and I dropped something, I should have caught it. Oh well, I think I'm funny.
Anyway, it broke! It's only the case I know, but its just a pain in the ass trying to open and close it all the time.
I had a weird dream this morning. I dreamt that my ex was living in a big house out here and me and Sheldon went looking for him. As soon as my ex saw Sheldon he got scared, then Mike stepped out from behind us and then he got really scared!!! In my dream all I could do was laugh. My ex was litteraly shivering and stuttering. It was hillarious.
Well at least I didn't dream about my brother being naked this morning!!! *wink, wink* How sick is that??? HAHAHAHAHAHA J/K. You can't help what u dream. I've had stranger about my brother, believe me. Hahahahahhaha. Gross!!!
Well that's enough out of me today, I have to get in the shower now, wash me muccle, and get ready for work. :-D

Poetic Pains Wrote On 1:27 PM
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