Strange Dream

Outtah breath, outtah breath. Strange pains float up my ribs. It's a good pain, that makes me crave for more. Lips and fingers swollen , tingling thighs, and a burning tummy. Noise flows from your throat, gasping for breath, licking the air with your tongue. Looking for something, looking, looking,...........There it is! Touch me there again, over and over and over. Straighten it out, curl it up just a little. I felt like I could die. Almost wished that death would take the place of this aching torture. But a wave of rushing water flowed over my head, down my entire body, making me feel limp and lifeless. I opened my eyes, and here I am in bed.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 7:01 PM
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Am I Good Enough???

Holy fuck. Energys plus today. Blah! *yawns*
Sheldon told me to go back to sleep, I should have listened to him. I did a shift swap today, so I'm starting a little later then usual. I start 6:15 and finish at 2:45. So Debbie if you read this before tomorrow, I've got Friday off. :-)
Oh sweet fuck, I'm gonna be sooooo tired tonight. I hope its not busy. Last night was pretty good. I was in que for like maybe 10 minutes, and by then, I was telling people that theres an "issue" in their area. Only one of them did have an issue. The other 3 people didn't. They were calling in saying that their internet was slow. It wasn't the Internet that was slow, I came to find out that it was their OS. I only argued with one of them that it was their OS, the rest I was just like, "Yeah, our technicians are working on this issue, call back in 24 hours." Fuckin' fuckers. Ignorant, fuckin' know -  it - all American Bastards!!!
Anyway, I'm feelin' sick as a dog right now. I ate too much for dinner. I made chicken and rice and put way, way, way, too much spice on it. Blah! I've got some left over, so I'll try to feed it to Mike when he comes home to his dinner. LOL. :-)
I got on the dreaded scale today. I've got another 2 pounds gone!!!! Finally down in the 100's again!!! Wooo Hoooo. :-D Awww to be skinny again. It's only a dream to me right now.... like so many other things I want in my life. OH I'M SO ANNOYING. I wish that I could just stop annoying people. Huh, I know how to do that. All I have to do is shut up.
I had a point today, and something to say that went along with today's title, but its gone now, and I'm too depressed to think straight, right now. So......we'll try it again tomorrow.  

 

Poetic Pains Wrote On 6:39 PM
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Good Day Sunshine

Fuckin Blogger isn't working properly at the moment so I have to resort to this 'WordPad'. Sheldon's site isn't working properly either, which rots me because I've been reading some interesting things in his "shout box" the last two days *wicked grin*, and I wanted to see what was there today. Hopefully it will all be back to normal by tomorrow. I can't wait for tomorrow I tell ya, finally a day off. Oh man, I was falling asleep at work yesterday and the chair I was sitting in was able to recline a little further then I'm used to, so of course I was taking full advantage of that, and I'm guessing that's why my back is so stiff today. Oh well, can't really complain too much I spose when I've got someone here who'll rub my back for me when I ask, God love ya! ;-)
Ahhhh..... I'm just sitting here listening to 'my boys', (The Beatles). Hahaha, laugh all u wants, I love them. Their music always relaxes me. It's such a nice day today, I was out twice already walking around in the grass with my bare feet. That's what I love the most about summer. If I'm somewhere that I can get away with wearing nothing on my feet, then I'll take advantage of it. The ground is so warm, and the grass is so soft. Ahh God love it.
This summer is going to be awesome! I hope it turns out to be as good as the summer of '97, or maybe better then that summer, that would be good too. :-D Some people from back home are moving to town this summer. I can't fuckin wait to see them again. My best 'guy friend' Cory, will be here in maybe the next week or two. I can't wait to see him again. I miss him so much. And the other fella, who I ran into about two months ago I guess, we'll call him "Bob", is moving to town sometime in August. His roommates are from back home too, I've already ran into them a coulple of times the last month or so. "Bob" is an ex of mine. Oh yes, and "Bob's" girl friend is supposed to be moving in with him too. She's from the lovely ol' town of Grand Falls - Windsor. I fuckin hate chicks from that place. But anyway, you KNOWS I can't wait to meet her!!!! That's supposed to be read with a bit of sarcasism if u couldn't tell. LOL. Oh yes, if she only knew how much of a tramp "Bob" is. Hahahaha. But hey, in my defense, he kissed me, I just... didn't stop him (some shockin').........everytime he kissed me. Hahahahhahahaha. Oh well, "Bob" cheated on me too back in the day. It was nice kissing him again. DAMN that boy can kiss!!! Woooo! He must of had a very good teacher ;-) Damn right he did! I am no where near confident when it comes to anything else, I'm like a fumbling virgin everytime, but one thing I do know is how to kiss. Mmmmmmm love it! Ah well, it was a one time thing and it didn't go any further then that. Unfortunately? or Fortunately? Probably fortunately. Yes definately fortunately!
Anyways.....come back down to earth now Jenn, come on, it's nice here. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh I need some sleep. I need a smoke!!!! No I don't! Muther fucker, this trying to quit smoking is soooooooooo hard!!!! And today I'm only running on 4 and a half hours sleep. I can't wait for 1:45 tonight, then I'm off. OH to sleep, sleep, sleep. Yeah... we'll see how much sleep I get. Fuck sakes.
Well, that's my speel for today. Later kids.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 3:31 PM
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100% Satisfied.

Oh man, ever have a song or a piece of music move you? I'm sure u must have at some point. Well I'm just listening to this song, one that I listen to at least once everyday. I mean I've heard it a thousand times before. But today, it moved me! Inspired me! I was just sitting there looking at some pics, and I could feel this huge bout of emotion wellup inside my chest, my eyes closed, and I was litteraly gone for like maybe 5 or 6 seconds. It was 'almost' like an orgasim. It was fuckin awesome, is what it was! I haven't had that happen to me in such a long, long, time.

*evil grin* Wanna know where I went? ........ Well do ya??....
He he he.....then read on........ hahaha....

I was running down a dark hallway, as I ran past an opened doorway an arm reached out and grabbed me. I didn't get a fright eventhough I couldn't see his face, I knew who it was. He took me into his arms and started kissing me madly and ripped off all my clothes with just as much force. He was already naked! :-D
The next thing, we're in my kitchen, and he's got me propped up on the counter and he's stood right in front of me, harder then a rock, ;-) Then he starts to enter me very slowly, he's careful not to hurt me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and as he's entering me, I could feel it, like for real. My whole body litteraly shook! Then I snapped out of it.

Maddening isn't? Oh how sweet it is!

Poetic Pains Wrote On 2:14 PM
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Not Finished Yet!

This is just something I've been working on for the last little while. Nothing major, and I don't have anything else to write in here. Not much going on. Saw the movie "White Chicks" yesterday. It was funny.
Anyway, I may turn this into a story later, I can't seem to fit it into a poem....obviously.

There was a girl named Brenda Lee
Who loved a man who could not see
The blind man was called Jamie Brown
And he turned her world upside down
He made her happy, he made her sad,
He made her crazy, he drove her mad
With the touch of his hand he filled her with desire
He made her body burn for him, hot like fire

That's all I got so far. If u think of anything else, let me know.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 2:29 PM
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Pretty Jenn

DAMN BABY!!! I must say, I looked pretty hot last night. :-) Lesley straightend my hair for me, and I looked some shockin good. I felt some good too. First time in a long, long, time! It's still pretty straight today, it just needs to be touched up. So thats what i'm going to do b4 I go to work this evening. My friends at work are going to be so surprised. I can't wait for them to see me. I don't know y I did this perm thing. Actually I do, but I'll never say.
Anyway, I had a blast last night. I always do when I'm out with the roomies. It was so hot and sticky out last night, and the wall-to-wall bodies in Peddlers didn't help either. I was soaked with sweat. But its better that way. I love it, when its so packed that u can actually smell the sweat off the people next to you. And the music was loud, which I love even more. But they didn't play really good music, unfortunately, but I still enjoyed myself. I got my fill so I'm good for another little while. That's it for now gotta go and get ready for work and stare at the pics that were taken last night.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 3:02 PM
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