Busy, Busy

Tomorrow is the big day. Yahhhhhhhhh!!! I am going home for a few days. I can't wait. This is the first time that I'll be back home since I moved here. I bet my mom is going to have lazauna made. Mmmmmmmmmmm I can just taste it now. She'll deffinatly have something special cooked just for me. :-D
Oh man, I haven't stopped since I opened my eyes this morning. I was out running around with Mike and Les this morning. Oh my son, SALES EVERYWHERE, accept for addionelle. I guess thats how u spell it. I bought a shirt from there, I had to come home with some article of clothing since I didn't buy anything at Old Navy. Today was their grand opening. Les and I went in there, and man the line up alone for the check out ran from the front of the store, right on down to the back wall. We didn't have the time or patience to stand in line for an hour or how ever long it would have taken to get checked out, and it didn't look like anyone was moving fast, so we left. They have really nice clothes there tho. Next pay day I'll go over there. By then things shouldn't be as exciting over there. LOL.
I'm all shaved, and I'm in the process of drying my laundry. I have yet to get a shower before I go to work, and pack. Oh my non fluckin stop. But hey, at least I'm smooth. Hahahahahaha
Oh I also bought a little something else to, for my man of course! *evil grin* ;-) heh

Poetic Pains Wrote On 7:30 PM
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Bitchy, Bitchy

I'm just in a bitchy mood because I'm tired, and don't really see much of anybody anymore. Now I know what Lesley went through for so long. Come October, I may be in the same prediciment. I can't remember what I preferenced at work, i know that I was looking at the overnights as a good idea, (at the time), but I can't remember what I put down. So I don't know if thats coming to me sooner or later. Shit! Back when I started working there, the overnight shift was looking good to me because all I could think about was I'd rather be working then out in the living room lying awake in bed, looking at the wall to my left and thinking, that Sheldon is right there behind that wall, and all I wanted was to just be in there with him. Now I've got him, and I'm "behind that wall with him" so to speak, and I may have that taken away from me soon. I don't know. We'll have to see I suppose. I could very well just ask my TL and I'm sure he could look it up for me, but I'm afraid of what he's gonna tell me.
I supose there r worse things that I could complain about. But I don't really feel like it today.
heh, or I could just shut the fuck up altogether.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 6:01 PM
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French fries for breakfast

I'm having yummy french fries, weighners, and coke for breakfast. I'm gonna be some sick when I'm done, I'm sure.
Well I had 4 beer yesterday and passed out. Some drunk that was. Hahahahaha I seriously almost fell asleep outside in the chair once. That's when I decided to come in out of it. I fell asleep at 4 and got up again when Sheldon came home at 8ish. It was a good sleep.
Oh man, what a fright I just got. I'm sitting here with headphones on (as usual) and music blastin, and I thought that I heard someone yelling, like screaming outside, so I took my headphones off and its a fuckin fire truck blazin down the road, pardon the pun. Every single day, a few times a day, you'll always hear sirens, wether its from a fire truck, police, or ambulance, you'll always fuckin hear one. I can't stand the sound. It scares the hell outtah me. I'm not used to hearing these things yet!
I can't wait to go home next weekend and get away from the city for a little while. It will be a nice change. Even if it is only for one day or two, (depending on my schedule at work). Lesley was really laying on the guilt trip last night for me to stay home next weekend, and go to a wedding with her, Mike and Sheldon. She almost had me staying, but nope, I can't stay, I have to go home.

Here look what I wrote yesterday (before I got drunk):

I finally feel as beautiful as the butterflies in that video
I may not be as skinny
I may not have pearls on my lashes
But you make me feel as beautiful as them
There's nothing missing anymore
You make me feel whole
Your voice is the music that soothes my soul

Poetic Pains Wrote On 4:25 PM
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Today, I relax!

It's 11:28 am. I'm off today. I've got most of what I had planned to do today done, but one other thing has come up since I started tidying up. I have to go over to the dollar store. The traffic is what bothers me. I'm going to be killed one of these days if I don't watch it. I fuckin hate the traffic here, no one will stop for u, and it doesn't matter if u're in front of them on the road. Like litteraly in front of them. I was infront of one last week, and buddy he didn't slow at all, he kept coming for me, and I was like 'HELLO I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKIN ROAD HERE!!!' but no. I got across and buddy went on his marry little way. Bastard.
So far today, I've got all my laundry put away, my little area tiddied up as much it can possibly get at the moment, I've gotta stop buying crap, I've no where to put it. What else have I got done...oh yeah, the sweeping is doing, the vaccumming, all the garbage is put out, and the garbage cans have new bags, and thats about all I've done so far. What I have left to do is shave. :-) ....... and I think thats pretty much it, well besides getting drunk. Yes, yes, thats what i'll be doing for the remainder of the day. Everyone else is working, and i'm here all by myself today, so I'm going to kick back with some drinks and get a bit of sun. Its going to be sweet. I dare say I'll be back here later on writing. I'll be the drunk writting the 'drunken entry'. Hahahahahahaha

Poetic Pains Wrote On 4:08 PM
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Bad Tummy

OOOOHHHHHHHHH me got a bad tummy. Blah. You knows what I did. I ate an egg. I had a very meaty sub sandwhich for breakfast. One layer of baccon, one layer of ham, another layer of baccon, that one egg, cheese, and mayo. Oooohhhhhhh me got bad tummy. Hahahhahaha.
I'm some tired too. I had to get up early and try to finish my laundry. It all got washed yesterday, and some of it finally got dried today. I still have a load of towells to dry yet, and I'm starting a 3:30 shift today, so I don't have time to do that one. I only got the second load done, cuz I beat a feller to the dryer. Oh man, the two of us, I have no idea who he is, but I keep getting to the dryer before him. He told me to go ahead when i came out with my first load, and I snuck in the second load shortly afterwards. His wet blanket is still sitting on the shelf out in the laundry room, and now someone else has the dryer that I was using. My load of whites was dried before the timer went off and there was a man out there with his clothes on the top of the dryer so I gave it to him. Hee hee hee. That's some shockin for me. Too bad, u have to fight to get a bit of clothes done around here. Oh how I miss having a clothes line. Nothing shrinks on the clothes line.

Oh I wish I was a kid again. I'd want to be the age I was when we used to all go down to my counsin's house on the 'hill' back home. I can't remember how old I was but i'm guessing somewhere between the age of 8 and 10. On a Friday night or Saturday, my mom and dad, my counsin's parents (Rex and Karen), and some of the other parents on the hill, would all pile up into Rex and Karen's small house, and they'd all be in there drinkin and have the music blastin. And all of us kids would be out in the back yard dancing up a storm, or giving eachother underducks on my counsin's swings. Yes man, we used to have so much fun dancing out there. It would be summer time, of course, and I'd be out in my bare feet. All the kids would be there. Me, my cousins', Greg and Owen, then there'd be Sherri-Lynn, Amanda, Keith, Christopher, Jason, and my brother Jeffrey. We used to have so much fun in the summer times. Wether we'd be swimming in the damn, or playing spot light, or 'grave yard' on Sherri-Lynn's front yard, and her father would drive us out of it everytime, cuz we'd be tarring up the grass that he tried so hard to grow, hahaha, or someone would bring out the radio and put on some music and we'd all dance and have such a good time. Oh man, I would give anything to be a kid again. I'm so glad we moved on Baumont Heights when we first moved to Newfoundland, I don't think I would of had so much fun anywhere else in Bishop's Falls. :-)

Poetic Pains Wrote On 5:37 PM
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Look Out......She's Having Another Moment!

My gawd, I can't wait to get paid tomorrow. I've been looking forward to buying that Peter Frampton cd all week. I know its an oldie, but its a goodie. I'm sure Janice knows what/who I'm talking about. :-) God love ya girl. Sorry I missed your call again last night. Call me on Thursday (tomorrow), I'm off then.
Oh lord, I've been listening to some really old music today. Man it certainly reminds me of when I was a little girl in Toronto thats for sure! I remember a lot from my short time spent there, but the things I remember the most are a lot of hot sunny afternoons, a few gray evenings, one rainny evening that had a beautiful sunset, our front lawn on Calidonia Road and music. There was ALWAYS music playing from somewhere. My parents loved to party all the time. They still do, just not as hard as they used to, obvisouly. LOL. I can still remember the covers of my dads favorite records. There was 'Boston' which had a picture of a spaceship on it with a lot of colors in the background for the night sky, another one that stands out, was his 'Men at Work' record, the cover was yellow with what looked like a telephone cord on it, and one that he had that really freaked me out when i was small, was his 'Eagles' record. It was a light blue back ground with the freakiest looking eagle head sat there in the middle of the, what looked like, snow covered ground.
I can't wait to get paid tomorrow. I just went to view my paycheque online, and man am I ever depressed now. I had a little over $1000 on my cheque, thats gross now mind you, they took $278.11 away in taxes alone. *whimpers*
Oh well, thats life I guess. Only two sure things in life, taxes and death. Blah
Man, I feel a white rabbit moment coming on. LOL. I wish I was having a white rabbit moment. Hahahahahaha
WHITE RABBIT by JEFFERSON AIRPLANE
One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall
And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall
Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillarHas given you the call
Call AliceWhen she was just small
When men on the chessboard
Get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving low
Go ask AliceI think she'll know
When logic and proportion
Have fallen sloppy deadAnd the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"
Remember what the dormouse said:
"Feed your head
Feed your head"

Damn I love that song. Reminds me nothing of Toronto tho. Hahahahaha. Reminds me of when I was at Trev's a few weeks ago to his little shindig. This song was actually played, and I was in the living room sitting on the most comfortable chair. :-D Wicked times Trev b'y, wicked times.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 6:00 PM
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Smile

It's almost time to get ready for work once again. I tell ya, the weekend went by too damn fast. But buddy, I can't complain, cuz I'm still sat here with a big stupid grin on my face. Everyday's been a good day so far. And I'm nic fittin' like a mutha fucka today. Well shit, it's 3:30 already, I gotta go and get ready for another day of higher education, oh wait thats school, not work. Hahahha.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 8:00 PM
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Breathe a Sigh of Relief

Well.......this kid is finally alright. :-D

So I'm just sitting here now waiting for the bed to dry. Ma and Pa Porter is coming in today and staying for the night, and I've got the bed Febrezed to death, cuz we don't believe in washing anything here, just Febreze the hell out of it! LOL. My philosophy is if it smells clean, then "it must be clean". Hahahaha. Gave myself a manicure yesterday. Lesley did the tips for me. God love her. She's got some good job done! I tried it myself for the very first time on Saturday, well what a mess I had made on my nails. Hahaha. Oh well, I was watching what Lesley was doing yesterday so I'll know what to do next time.
I had this weekend off. I never stopped at all on Saturday, I spent the majority of the day cleaning (the bathroom, dusting the living room, vaccuming, and dishes), then shaved, did my toe nails, and my finger nails. I spent an hour or so talking to Amanda on the net, getting all excited waiting for my man to come home from work.
;-) Awwwwwww SWEEEEEEEETT! You have no idea how good it feels to say that.
Anyway, we had a nice bbq Saturday night. We were eat by the flies, so we finished eating inside.
Then yesterday, tee hee, we certainly got our excersise I tell ya. Long story short, we walked to Wal-Mart on Stavenger Drive, (which is about a half hour walk from my apartment), and we only took enough money for the bus ride there and home. While we were waiting for Sheldon's prescription to be done, we decided to go to McDonalds. He paid for it on his card, and Miss Genius here wanted Mac Sauce with her fries, and I didn't pipe up about it until after he already had the meal paid for on his card, so I haul out 50 cents from my pocket (my ride home $$$), and pay for my two packs of mac sauce. I was thinking that the transfer I had in my pocket was still good, but of course it wasn't. So we had to walk home again. Hahahahaha. Poor Sheldon was burnt to a crisp when we got back. His face, neck, and the back of his legs were killing him all night. You knows, I just had to keep touching his neck all day by accident. Oh my. He's not as red today as he was yesterday, and I touched his neck again by accident before he left for work, and it didn't hurt him. Thank God. I felt so terrible when we got home and he was in so much pain. :-(
Mike and Lesley came home around supper time yesterday. Lesley called me and Sheldon in the room, she had her hand behind her back at the time, and buddy she wipped the silly string right to us. Sheldon took off into his room, I took off to the living room where all my crap is kept to, and I ripped open my top drawer so fast it fell to the floor. I had two cans of my own silly string in there. Mike had one going to. So the three of us were out in the living room, and kitchen going nuts with the silly string. Well what a state was here when the cans were finally empty. hahahahhaa it was a lot of fun tho. Cleaning it up wasn't as much fun. LOL Duh.
Well thats it for me today, back to work again later on. So everyone stop complaining that I need to update my blog, it's done now! hehehehehe.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 3:39 PM
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What the hell else am I supposed to do???

Yeah..........so I'll just sit here and sip my coffee, as if nothing's wrong, nothing's going on. I went to bed with such a heavy heart last night. I honestly didn't think I was going to sleep a wink. I tossed and turned a little bit, then just laid on my back with my arms over my head, staring at the ceiling, thinking about stuff thats happened over the past two weeks, and stuff that didn't continue on for whatever reason I have no fucking idea, but I'm gonna find out one way or the other before I crack. Then I turned into the wall, stared at that for a little while, had a little cry for myself, then eventually, I did fall asleep. And I didn't ajar until 10:30ish this morning. I wanted to sleep longer, but I just couldn't do it, and my back was really stiff. So after sitting up in bed for like a half hour, unable to move, i evenutally got up, took some pills, made some coffee, and packed up some dirty dishes to get them ready for their bath. For the rest of day I'll just keep trying to convince myself that everything's alright and nothing's changed.
*sighs* Arrrgh, Quit yer belly achin' Jennifer. Get over it girl!
This is what I've been hearin' the last little while, (my what they call "inner voice", not voices in my head LOL). But I don't wanna get over yet, when things could be so great and wonderful in that respect. I could be missing out on the best thing that could ever happen to me. Then theres other side of it. If it never happens, I could be missing out on other things in my life that I've been overlooking.
We'll thats it for my speal today. I have to go and get ready for work now. Blah. I hate my fuckin job, then again, i haven't met one person there who does like it. But i'm quittig as soon as I find something else. I've already made a few phone calls last week. I'm just waiting for some replies.

Poetic Pains Wrote On 5:32 PM
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