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Sunday, November 19, 2006 A Hectic Day
What a shitty day! It was my first day supervising. It's just as well to say that I babysat for 8 GD hours! I stopped babysitting when I was 17 because none of the little kids would listen to me. I was fed up with it. Only today I learned that 20ish year olds are no bloody different! I was ready to clout one of 'em today. Fuckin' useless people. I don't know how they still have a job there. Nicole told me it's because they don't call in sick all the time. I'm sorry but that's not a good enough reason for me. I was a real bad ass today though I must say. Some people, mostly the baggers, saw a side of me they never knew existed. I'm not having everyone walk all over me. That's all people did at every other job I've had, so I'm determined not to let it happen at this one.
Anyway, I've hardly had any sleep within the last 48, fifty odd hours. Hardly anything to eat as well. MY own damn fault I know. Yesterday I had toast and a chicken ceaser salad. Today I had two cups of coffee, a granola bar, and a few french fries that Albert had at work. I'm not hungy at all. But as soon as I go to bed tonight, my tummy is gonna howel, I just know it. After I was done shaving and showering tonight, I was sat here at the computer and I had my legs up on the bed and I was looking down at my gut and my legs, and I noticed they look smaller to me. So I weighed myself and I've lost 5 pounds the past few weeks. I'd say its dropped off the last two weeks for sure. I've been walking to work more, and I'm working longer hours. That's all of my bitchin' for today. Take care everyone.
Friday, November 17, 2006 Lyrics
VOICES CARRY
I'm in the dark, I'd like to read his mind But I'm frightened of the things I might find Oh, there must be something he's thinking of to tear him away When I tell him that I'm falling in love why does he say.... Hush, hush, keep it down now Voices carry. Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry. I try so hard no to get upset Because I know all the trouble I'll get Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide And something to fear And I try so hard to keep it inside So no one can hear Hush, hush, keep it down now Voices carry Hush, hush keep it down now Voices carry Hush, hush, keep it down now Voices carry He wants me, but only part of the time. He wants me, if he can keep me in line. Hush, hush, keep it down now Voices carry Hush, hush keep it down now Voices carry Hush, hush keep it down now Voices carry Hush, hush keep it down now Voices carry Hush, hush, darling She might overhear Oh no, Voices carry
Tank you Mudder
ITS REALLY GOOD TO HEAR YOUR VOICE SAYING MY NAME, IT SOUNDS SO SWEET!
My favorite line in that song. So much meaning. Anyways, got home tonight from work, Sheldon had supper made and while we were eating, he told me that I had some mail come to me. Mom had sent us a Survivor entry form and a bunch of coupons. And in the coupons was $20 dollars. So I went outside and called her to thank her. She said she sent it to me so I could buy a pack of smokes or something. I was like SWEET!!!! I'll go and get a pack of smokes and a half case of beer and just put the extra three something on my card. Sheldon said he would go drinking with me, eventhough he's drop dead tired. I made him a cup of coffee, I don't think it's working though, his eyes look really tired. I told him he could go onto bed, I don't mind staying here by myself, but he insisted on staying awake. Anyways, I lost track here, what was I saying, oh yes I went over to Irving with no coat on after I got out of the shower by the way. It's just like a summer night out there tonight. I suggested we go out on the patio and drink but I knew that wouldn't happen. Thats ok. Shit man I'm like somthing with ADD I'm all over the place with what I'm trying to say. Oh yes, so I goes to Irving and I gave Alex my twenty and said here I'm paying for the beer, smokes, and gum with the twenty, and what ever is left will go on my card. I made the mistake of giving him my card at the same time, and the fuckin' idiot put it all on my card. I only have $30ish left on it. Actually probly ten or a little less now. So I still have the twenty mom gave me. So Monday I'll be going right to the bank to put it back on my card. So I'm on da burr now. On my second one now and feeling it good. I'm also having the hottest hot flash right now too. My cheeks are on fire. Sheldon has the munchies already, so he's eating my left over supper right now. LOL. That's it for now I guess. Take care everyone.
Thursday, November 16, 2006 Money, money, money I ain't got
I put $110 on my card last Thursday and only $40 of that applied to the damn card. The charges are wicked on that thing. That's what I get for lying on my application I guess.
The bloody cigerattes are gone up again!!! I went to Irving this morning, they cost me $10.13!!! What the fuck?? That's some bullshit man. They went up two days ago the young fella at Irving told me. I didn't go over with my ID and I thought for sure he was going to ask me for one. He's after asking me twice before. The bastard. I mean I'm over there enough, get to know your regulars for pete sakes. Oh my, I have another shift tonight on the Customer Service desk. It's my second one. Theres so much that needs to get done there. I only have one more training shift after tonight and thats it. I'm going to be fired for sure. I hope I don't fuck up too much. Oh me nerves. I really like working there though, I must say. My arm still hurts today. Not nearly as bad as last night. I took one of Sheldon's muscle relaxers last night, the ones shaped like little houses. He said that they would make me drousy, so I took one. It may have made me sleepy, but it did nothing for the pain. That's it for now. I should start getting ready for work. Take care everyone.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 It's a start
After about two or three weeks, I've finally completed it. I finished writing my own song. I just have to put music to it. That won't happen for a few days. I've played guitar so much lately I guess, my arm is really hurting. Espically tonight. My hand swelled up and everything. My whole arm kills. I don't know what to do with it. It hurts when i straighten it, stretch it, relax it, and bend it. Frig sakes!! Maybe a muscle realxer would help it for now so I can get to sleep. I won't be able to play Nintendo DS to help fall asleep thats for sure.
Happy Birthday Dave!! Happy Birthday Teena. I know your birthday was on Monday. Good night all.
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